Here I sit, stare nothingness through me tears, seeing nothing but pain, feeling how life just fall through me fingers, like ashes, without meaning, tear burning my soul, cutting my eyes, filling me with the numbness...
Here I live when others are hurt, and it hurts me, hurt because of the life why i am lucky one, why I manage to get thought that pain, thought the sorrow, all it hurts me, life is so unfair, hurting just like random, hurting innocent...
here i wonder what have granted me this special favor, power over the pain, favor to avoid most pain, favor to be as i am, be as so strong as I am, it hurts me because of the weak, it hurts but I'll survive because I am strong...
