The nightmare that haunts me every night.

When i look carefully into your eyes,
my whole life suddenly explodes and dies,
because the big blue eyes I'm looking at,
don't seem to be staring back!
They're trailing off in another direction
another boy is having an inspection.
You stare at him, with mind full of lust,
the expression you give, i do not trust.
You look at him, so i look too,
then i realize, i cant have you.
You want him, not me, its simple to see,
i ask myself, how could this be?
What has he got that i don't have?
And anyway look at him...he's a chav.