I wish i was strong
and able to hold back the tears
but i'm not
and i can't
i wish that it didn't bother me when they looked at me that way
but it does
i wish they didn't think they were better than me or you
but unfortunately they do
i wish that i didn't hate my life so much and that there nothing worth living for
but i do and its true
but i decided to be as strong as i can..cause I'm in love with you
cause your what keeps me going and looking forward to each day, your the only thing i live for, and i love you more than words can say..