Loss of a loved one

Drops of rain fall on my head,
i look up into them, tears i shed.
Why did you take her, away from me?
Why did you take, my darling nanny?
i now understand why she had to go,
so she could repent before you show,
your awesome power, at ht time of the end,
where all the worlds problems, you will mend.
Revelation 21:4
makes me feel ever so sure,
that I'll see her again,
in the time of the end.
2nd of December, that dismal day,
i cried so much, but what can i say?
my Nan had just died, what else would i do ,
if you were me, I'm sure you would too.
I still cry about her, when on my own,
cos without her i feel empty and alone.
She was the heart of the fire, the pupil in my eye,
and i didn't even get a chance, to say goodbye.