Euphoria has conqured my friends blind

I stay up all night...and morning it depends, i smile...and just pretend,
they know I'm lieing cause they've seen me crying...and i haven't told them I'm dying inside.they run away
go and play, and they don't realize that they left someone behind.and i wander,and ponder, is this cruel thing really life?

i cast into the shadows,right before their eyes,but they are so busy living that,they don't see me die.must come closer...must come closer,must come closer,until they see me rise