As I watch your back as you leave,
I am loosing the grip on what I believe.
You never cared, and you never will.
I was lost and broken, and I am still.
Still I am crawling back to your feet,
with painful memories that goes on repeat.
I am only a little girl with hands so cold,
Afraid that it is true, what I've been told.
Trying to escape what's hard to face,
dreaming about that wonderful place.
but these feet that I keep crawling back to,
is only reversing after each step that I do.
And I watch your back as you leave,
and I loose the grip on what I believe.
You never cared, and you never will.
I was lost and broken, and I am still.
hopeless thoughts inside my head,
I can't forget what you said.
Clumsy tries to make a smile,
that hides the pain that's inside.
Don't you love me, mom or dad?
don't you remember what we had?
Was I living in a world of unwitting,
is this the pay that I am getting?
As I look at you all I wonder,
What am I doing, why do you pull me under?
and as I watch your back as you leave,
I am loosing the grip on what I believe.
You never cared, and you never will.
I was lost and broken, and I am still.
I don't know what's left to say,
I don't think I can stand this today.
If I have no safety in neither of you,
if you find it difficult to only be true.
I find it very hard to stand on my own,
I don't want to be forlorn and alone.
so as I watch your back as you leave,
I am loosing the grip on what I believe.
You never cared, and you never will.
I was lost and broken, and I am still.
it's easier to watch the world from below,
and much more easier to just let go.
well, when I find no reason, what is left to do?
who cares, not even you.
