Heart and soul at war

"never get your hopes up,
no matter what the cause,
you'll just get disappointed,
this world is full of flaws."

"never get your thoughts high,
life's not a perfect rose,
hope is but a mirage,
disappearing once so close"

"never put a smile on,
before you think it out.
someone just might break it,
and leave parts all about."

such are the things my heart would say,
as days grew to a skid
such were the things my heart would say,
when i saw what HE did...

"just try, young one, its not that hard,
you dont know if you dont try,
just try, dark child, and you will find,
life's not meant for you to cry."

"you must just try, at least one time!
you'll see your dreams fulfilled.
just try and you'll reincarnate,
the broken heart he's killed."

"just try, JUST TRY, just TRY one time,
there's not much you can lose!
when you're a broken hearted kid,
there's no place you can bruise!"

such are the things my soul would say,
as each day turned anew,
such were the things my soul would say,
as i laid eyes on you.

as heart and soul battled it out,
there was no place to hide
he just watched me rip apart,
my heart and soul both died.

but nows my chance to fly again,
my chance to live once more!
i just need love from you now,
to make my heart be reborn.

and nows my chance to see again,
my chance to hear and know,
i just need hope from you now,
and my soul can once more glow.