You always ask me
How do you stay so happy?
I smile and answer
I always try to make it sappy
If you found out the truth
That I'm smiling for you
You would always pretend to care
I don't want you to be like this too
I want you to be happy
But I don't know why
When you made me like this
All I want to do is cry
You hurt me one to many times
But why do I say this?
I should just leave
I'm something you wouldn't miss
But then I think to myself
Were all pretending
With those fake smiles on our faces
When all were really doing is mending
Our broken hearts
We've all had this feeling
We need to forgive and forget
Its time we start dealing
With the things that we've put off
I'm surprised though
That I'm the one saying this
When I haven't sunken that low
We need to stop being unhappy
Cause tomorrow you might not be there
And you'd regret leaving
You'd regret that you didn't care
So to all those people like me
That think their world should end
Stop blaming it on other people
And take your own selfishness to mend
You didn't mean to hurt me
I'm sorry that I blamed you
I was just trying to find an excuse
Its something you didn't mean to do
Sometimes I don't understand you
But then again I don't really need to
You don't understand me
You don't have to get a clue
You're my best friend
Well get through this
With real and fake smiles
That we shouldn't want to miss
Some smiles are truthful
Some lie
Some can full you
Some make you want to die
But well learn to recognize them
To warn ourselves a head of time
Cause friends like you are worth a million
And I didn't have to pay a dime
This poem starts out sad
But that was just a trick
A trick for myself to realize
That you and I just click
I need to stop thinking about the past
And look forward to another day
Cause tomorrow I might not be there
Or I could be here to stay
*Confusing huh? I like them like that, it makes you have to think, this is about my best friend, and hopefully weâ??ll always stay in touch even though sheâ??s hurt me a lot.
