I look at you
You smile
I choke one out
But I'd rather run the mile
To get away from you
We walk together in the halls
But you ditch me
When someone comes around the corner
I wish this feeling would let me be
But it's choking out my heart
You toss me a smile
And are on your way
Your quick to ditch your real friends
For someone who will lead you astray
And then you'll come crawling back
But take my word
One day I won't be here
When you've fallen to far
To be alone, is what you fear
But for now, I'm still right behind you
They say, never take your friends for granted
I thought we were best friends
Do you still understand the meaning?
But this is something I can't mend
You don't understand my pain
You think your being funny
Like it's a joke
I put on a smile
But I'm beginning to choke
As I lower my head to the ground
I look in the mirror and think,
What's wrong with me?
Why can't I pull it together?
But it was never meant to be
You've forgotten what it's like to have real friends
You steal people's friends
Then throw them in the dust
I shouldn't do this
But I know I must
I wish that you could see this
Why do you do this to me?
You make me want to die
You make me look at knives a second time
But I don't want to say goodbye
To the people that really love me
I wish that you could read this
I wish I wouldn't have to lie
I wish I could stop wishing and just say
I love you, but goodbye
That is what I wish
