What is my ilusion?
When I love you and I hate you.
My reflection represents confusion,
I hurt, so I hurt you.
Why does my mind play my heart?
Shouldn't they work together
Fight for love or let go and break apart
I want you to be happy but I'm not sure if with me or with her.
Is it my heart or is it my pride?
That keeps me from being with you.
If these tears weren't real then why do I cry?
They say "follow your heart" but in my case, I don't know what to do.
I can't keep blaming it on the past.
I lived a different life that didn't even last.
Where did I lose my name?
Why can't my mind and heart feel the same.
I don't think anyone has ever felt this way,
Played by your own heart and mind day by day
If I killed my mind, I'd love you.
If I killed my heart, I'd still be thinking of you.
