Falling in Autumn

Can't you tell that the words I've spoken are very broken
Fall on that of the deaf ears of all my fears
Can't run and hide and can't be on my side
It's easy to defeat the obsolete
But I go on and on and on and on
And now I'm just gone and gone and gone and gone

(Chorus)
And I'm so afraid of falling in autumn
Don't want to be left and forgotten
Left here unscathed but empty inside
Please don't leave me far back behind

I've figured out my life this time
I can finally tell the truth without abuse
Or did I just pass another attack
My defenses are to weak to even speak
But I go on and on and on and on
And now I'm just gone and gone and gone and gone

(Chorus)
And I'm so afraid of falling in autumn
Don't want to be left and forgotten
Left here unscathed but empty inside
Please don't leave me far back behind

Don't want to relive all of my experience
Because I've been making up for the ones I missed
Joyful and hopeful I walk through this time
Make the mirror an offer it can not decline
Promise myself to keep this time
And hope my word is as strong as my mind

(Chorus)
And I'm not afraid of falling in autumn
Won't ever be left and forgotten
Left here unscathed and now full inside
You won't leave me far back behind