I think to myself
on so many nights
or a perfect person
a perfect life
of course my family would be great
my mother saying i am the best
my father saying i am important
my brothers saying they like me
my parents not being poor
me looking awesome
me with no dispare
my friendships would be plenty
not one i didn't cherish
some girlfriends to gossip with
some guy friends to feel welcome
and a school with great teachers
not one being bad
and all the kids kind
and me feeling glad
my grades would be great
my job would be easy
life would be great
and the most of all
the thing i want now
is someone to love me
more than a friend
more than family can
a boy
someone kind
someone gentle
someone that knows me more than me
knows when i am sad
knows when i am lying
knows even when i am hiding
and goes in hiding with me
someone that loves me much
and holds me tight
and tell me that he will never leave
i will never lose
dreams are want i want
i know that not all can be true
that all are untrue right now
and that someday i will get one
and the one i want
so badly
for tomorrow to be someday
would be that boy
that boy that loves me
even with all this baddness in my life
i am not perfect
i know that is true
and i don't want him to be either
that wouldn't be fair
but all i am saying
am i wrong to want to be loved
in a way that everyones deserves
in a way i see everyday at school
in a way that i want
