Why do I cry? Why? Tell me. My friends say I'm better off with out him anyway. I can't ignore it, and if I can't ignore it then it has to be a problem, I can go a few days not thinking about it, about him, and hows hes being completely thoughtless and he doesn't even know it. It hurts me because I can't do anything, I can't talk to him because it could make things worse. I'm not sure of anything yet, but every thing seems like hes ignoring me, I'm so dumb, I never thought of consequences, I just went for it, I jumped before I looked, one thing I have never done, sometimes I think I would take it back, other times I'm proud that I toke a risk for once in my life, but I guess I'm glad and mad that I did what did, but now I have to see him everyday, its so hard, but, maybe I'm wrong about this who,e thing, and thinking too much?
