Cant deal with this life,
I'm so sick of being me
i hate the way they all stare,
why can they just See
I'm a broken girl ,
just lying here to slowly bleed
crying all these painful tears,
coz I'm losing what i need
the last hope of happiness
and its finely real
I'm cutting once again,
because of my life's ordeal
another man has hurt me,
leaving me in pain
feeling like a moldy cloth,
with no hope left to remain
i hate myself so much,
with passion i want to die
come back as someone else,
that doesn't live to cry
i hate they why I'm so screwed up, because I'm not good enough
i cant do anything right,
because on myself I'm to rough
so i decide to blame others,
but its not there fault
its clear that its all me,
i made my life come to a halt
it was all my own problem ,
i caused all this hurt
and now i cant accept it ,
when I'm treated anything but dirt
so i say goodbye to this world,
as i slice away my fears
remember all the shame,
the pain over the years
