Consumed by fears

The emptiness i feel
is starting to take its toll
the pain i feel inside
is slowly burning a dark hole
shattered fragments of my heart
breaks upon the floor
as the blade marks my skin
behind the closed doors
where no one can see me
or hear my silent screams
my endless longing pleas
to rid me of my haunted dreams
engulfed in hurt and heartache
alone i search for a cure
with cuts upon my body
i no longer feel innocent and pure
Ive been shredded of dignity
and I'm needing a helping hand
cant do this on my own
but you guys don't understand
the confusion that surrounds me
the nights that i dwell
the days that drag on and on
the moments were i fell
these days i suffocate in pain
drown in my own tears
wait for better days
or be consumed by my fears