Obsessed

Im obsessed,
with the pain,
With the cuts i make,
what makes me insane

you made me this way
see what you create?
you made me dark
you made me hate

you made me insane
you made me mad
but inside, im still hurt
im still sad

i love cutting...
the sweet blade of the knife
i love near death experience
being close to end my life

what was thought as a habbit
became.. my obssesion
for that blade is the only thing
that can take away my depression

i love it
cant wait to do it today
and ill do it tomorrow
and every other day

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