Very different from some of your other stuff...but I liked it. It had great rhyme and I like the way you used rhetorical questions to convey doubt. Such emotional turmoil....wonderfully written...

[lostlaureate - come find me]

I loved use of questions like you were questioning yourself but the lines I like best would have to be
And now I'm lost,
Feelings torn, thrown and tossed.
wonderful, absolutly wonderful