Suicide Note

I'm sorry for your loss
but don't cry for I am free
I was a broken soul
but now I can be me.
My wrists were raw and bloody
when you found me on the floor
I couldn't go through life that way
unable to live anymore.
I'm sorry that I hurt you
but my pain you could not see
I was living day by day
behind a mask that wasn't me.
Depression ate away my hopes,
my dreams, which once seemed so real
so one day, I took that razor
and allowed it to kiss my heel.
I'm sorry that I made that choice
because now I am six feet deep,
and now all the secrets told to me
I will forever keep.
Then there are my secrets,
no one will ever know,
like why I really took that blade
and allowed my blood to flow.
I'm sorry you had to see me like this
but please do not cry,
because, you see, it was my time,
my time for me to die.
everything was overwhelming
and I couldn't take that pain
just do one last thing for me,
tell him, he's the one to blame.