My Apology to You

I\'m sorry for ever hurting you
I don\'t know what went wrong
I do love you , I really do
I\'ve loved you for so long

He was just a little crush
Only for a day
But you will be in my heart forever
And there you will stay

I was scared when you said
\"I don\'t know what to do\"
I started crying
And I didn\'t want to lose you

But then you said it was okay
But inside I was still hurting
I wish I could of controlled how I felt
To keep this for averting

I feel like our love has weakend
And it hurts me inside
When we were about to end
I wanted to commit suicide

That may be something
You don\'t want to hear
But it\'s reality
I fear

And I thought you should know
I don\'t ever want to lose you
No matter what
Stupid thing I do

This little drama was all my fault
I\'m sorry for hurting you
But please lets talk about it
And not just say were through

I feel so terriable for what I did
That hurting will never heal
There are knots in my stomache
That is how this makes me feel

I don\'t know if you\'ll ever trust me the same
I can\'t argue if you don\'t
But I promise from here on out
I\'ll never do it again, I won\'t

So if you could just love me the same
I would feel a little better
And if you forget my love for you
Look at an old love letter

My love for you still remains
And it has grown some more
But my heart has now been broken
Just a little, it has tore

Because for one moment we almost ended
And my heart it just broke
And I cryed so hard
That I began to choke

The tears fell down like rain
On my face
I wish that was something
In my past I could erase

But now is the present
So lets forget the past
As best we can
And make the present last

My love for you will never end
No matter what comes along
Because you are the only one for me
You and me we just belong