The LETTER(MY CONFESSION)

I call you and you don't pick up.I text you and you don't respond back.All i ask for return is to be best friends still.

But no answer.you wanted to know who like you .so i told i lie to keep my secret safe.i wrote you a letter after a our phone call .and gave it to you the next morning.and then i just walk off.

you read it in class.and just had this look on your face.after you read it.your disappointed cuz it wasn't the girl you wanted.just someone close.wondering whats your reaction.and whats going on in your head.

i call you later that day .no answer.wondering if i did something wrong.

all my friends tell me to move on.but all i want is you.i checked my phone to see if you call,leave a text or voice mail.but nothing.

Every time it rings i hope it's you.when i get a text stop breathing.i finally get a response back.from your homeboy saying he has your phone.and that you were at your other homeboys house that got smoke while you where there.all i could think if you were OK.then he tells me your fine.

all i want is to hear from you.But i doubt there's anything i could do.

cuz I'm not the girl you want and I'm never going to be.I'm just myself and that's all i can be.

so in till the day you move on .I'll be waiting here for you.when you need anything I'm always here for you.just remember TONY I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!
*after i told my best friend that it was me who had liked him.after i convinced myself i did.he wont talk to me.so please comment on this poem.it would mean alot to me.
thanx
Bianca