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Trying to stop this thought
I'm falling in so deep
trying to take hold
but there is nothing here to grasp

I raise the blade to my wrist
place it to my skin
draw it back
go to take a swipe
but then....

I think about the people...
the people in my life
the ones that care about me
the ones i'm important to
the ones that need me in there lives
the ones that i am closest to

i stop...
throw the blade
it hits the wall
the thoughts are shattered
along with the pain

i can't belive i almost did it
who would have took my place
how many poeple would i have hurt
if i had killed myself today