I want to die were I lay right here right now this very day. I have seen all I wish to have cried for all things that deserved tears, stared danger in the face with all my fears. I ask god for this final wish that I die today. Ive wrote a note to explain with all the final things to say. Let this be the day I die. I'm done with myself I'm done with my life that was nothing but a lie. No more running or trying to find that one place where I'm protected. Knowing I can't feel if I die so all the hate I feel now is redirected. So tired of hate and love and push and shove. So let god take me to a place where it is gone. Time to shut the lights out that where on. I want to die, to no longer be angry or have another tear to cry.
By- Christina Ramsdell
