Shattered soul broken heart

Shattered soul, broken heart the thing that you broke apart. Why did you walk away, didn't you have anything left to say? Frozen in time left to be alone, I'm hurt how could you not have known. You walked away without even saying good-bye. I don't even see why we gave this relationship a try. All you did was leave because you couldn't hide the lie. I guess things just weren't meant to be. The space that was growing between us I could not see. The love I gave to you you didn't give back. You gained trust and I forgot it now thats what I lack. Its your fault and I'm not just saying that, you have me so confused and lost I don't know where I'm at. I don't think you cared I doubt you even shed a tear. The spirits had said you where nothing but trouble but I could not hear. You where the thing that kept me alive and losing you was my biggest fear. I guess it was never love it was only lust, easy come easy go I was just swept away like the dust.Never to be thought of again not by him. You took my light and left me sad and grim. Life is purposeless if I don't have you to share. I told you it wouldn't end out good but you didn't care. You needed me only as something to look good on your arm. Now I see you never meant to do good only harm. Things where so different this time, but that was only because being with you was a big crime.It was different because unlike you the other guys cared. They did things that you wouldn't have even thought of, even if you did you wouldn't have dared. When you had everything I guess there was nothing stopping you from hurting anyone who got in your way. Well something is different now that you've left I can find the guy for me that will love me no matter what and he will stay. You lost your chance with the one person that would have given you all she had. Not anymore and when you come back you'll be leaving sad. You know what I've found a man not a boy, not someone to use as a thing or a toy. He is with me till I die, he will never make me cry. Shattered soul broken heart something that you broke apart, what was shattered now is whole and now I'm happy and you are miserable and now your the one with the hole.
By- Christina Ramsdell