You left

I hop in the shower to hide my tears crank the radio so i can scream hoping no one hears. You hurt me just by leaving, you will never feel the pain that I'm receiving.I thought I could trust, believe the words that you said. You were my everything the reason for my being, but now I feel dead. I miss what we had but you threw it away and left me sad. I thought you loved me you told me that everyday, now that your out of my life what do you have to say. I did everything for you gave you my body and heart and you just watched me fall apart. I thought you where the best but if you where when you left you could have at least put me to rest. All I can say is why? Why wasn't I enough for you not to lie. You left me torn but you will never return. The trust we shared you'll never get back I guess this is a lesson you must learn. I'm crying and yeah its because of you. I guess there was nothing I could do. Maybe when you grow up you'll get a girl that will break your heart and watch you fall apart. I hope you realize I'm not going to be here waiting for you when you come back. The picture of us I threw on the floor and now theres a crack. Down the middle to show that we have gone our separate ways. You'll know that I was the one in a couple of days, and it will be your fault! You're the one that made this relationship come to a halt! I hope your happy now because it wont last long. You'll find out soon that you were wrong
By-Christina Ramsdell