Sitting here on my bed, crying, again.
If you said that you loved me, then why are we just "close friends"? I know you live hours, far away, but long distance relationships can work, can't they? You know it hurts when you don't call, you have no idea how much it hurts, and you have no idea how fragile I am. Is is so hard to pick up the phone and dial my number? I'm always waiting for you to call, I jump up when the phone rings, hing, praying its you. You know I get lost in my self, my thoughts, and my mind sometimes, I love you but don't know how lonely I am and how much I need you.
