Cant ignore...

"you cant ignore a broken heart"

she loved him with everything
everything she had to give
she loved him with her heart
without him she couldn't live

she was still young
but that didn't bother her
she had a big heart
where all this love could occur

they started off as friends
friends until the end
though secretly she fallen
but "friends" she had to pretend

eventually he fell for her
and she no longer had to pretend
when he told her that he cared for her
she was happy to be his girlfriend

they spend all their time together
they were insperable since that day
she was filled with only happiness
until it was all taken away

he told her that he loved her
and that he always would
it just wasn't working out for him
he would make it if he could

she just sat there and cried
and didn't try to change his mind
she just wants him to be happy
and to get what he wants to find

he found what he wanted
it didn't take him very long
she thought he had truly loved her,
but she guessed that she was wrong.

she acted like it didn't hurt
as if she couldn't feel a thing
no one really ever saw
the feeling it could bring

on the outside she laughed
and no one ever guessed
that on the in sided she hated things
and felt nothing but death.

she had to watch him hug her
and tenderly kiss her face
she hated that girl so much
because she had taken her place

months and months passed
they seemed like years
she was so unhappy
she cried SO many tears

one day she told him she loved him
and now long she had felt that way
he said that he never even cared
and crushed her even more that day

she want back home and cried
and replayed his words in her head
the more she thought about it
the more she wanted to be dead

one night she decided
that she would end her pain
but in life or death
her love would remain

with her last gasping breath
her life had escaped her
she had written her aching feelings
on a little sheet of paper

when her parents found the note
they read what it had to say
they decided too call him up
to show him what he caused that day

when he heard the news
he began to weep and cry
then he Finlay realized
that not liking her was a lie

the note that she had written
had stated the reasons why
she had chosen to end it
and why she chose to no longer cry

"I'm sorry mom and dad
that i decided to leave
I'm much happier now
so please please dint grieve

i tried to get over him,
he just would leave my head
so i figured it would help me
if maybe i was dead

i loved him so much
i didn't want us to be apart
i just tried to ignore it
but you cant ignore a broken heart"

R.I.P Jodie wild.. i miss you.