Three years ago
i was happy with myself
i didn't want to become someone else
but from then to now
are two different times in my life
and i don't know how
i let it happen.
but i lost most of my love
to someone that i thought was from up above
i gave them my life for over a year
and when i ended it,
i cried thousands of tears
they took a big part of me
a part that I'll never get back
but baby, please don't blame me for what i lack
then about 6 months ago
i gave another part of me away
after only a few days
and that's killing me
i should've been able to see
that it wouldn't work
after I'd already been through it once
i should've known that it wasn't meant to be
so, over the last three years
I've lost a lot of my heart
I've had my world torn apart
and its still not all the way back together
but i do want to try
me and you
but i don't wanna have to tell you "forever"
i just want it to be a little thing
thats only between
me and you
that no one has to know is true
cause after all i been through
I'm not ready to go full out again
my heart hasn't had time to mend
but i do want you to be more than just a friend
and no one has to know
but i don't want to have to lie
to you when it comes to us
i don't want there to be any issues of trust
i just want to be with you
and do the stuff lovers do
without it getting complicated
because I've already been both loved and hated
i just want to have fun with you
cause i want you
and i feel you
and maybe thats a sin
but i wanna find a place with you
that I've never been
i just don't want it to go too far
i just want to keep it between me and you
so other people don't see
but i want you to have whats left of me
