The fear inside

by confusedchild   May 8, 2006


On faces that i see everyday
love and joy i hope and pray
that what they told me is the truth
that my thoughts are all wrong
that they love me no matter what
for they have known for so long
that i am not the same as you
nor will i change
nor will i want to

i am not like the average person
i have emotions for many others
of the same i love so true
how can that be wrong
how can my heart be wrong
i know i am who i am
but what i fear
is that they don't care
that the love they say they have for me
will end someday
will end forever
just because i am not like the others
i am scared that my parents are rude
and leave me at a gas station in nowhere
and say they hate
and leave me crying
leave me
me, not perfect
not pretty
not great
i am who i am
and i am who fears
that my mom and dad don't love me no more
because of how i was born
because of who i like

and what scares me at nights
is that if they can stop loving me
if that can be true
does anyone truly love me
can anyone truly love me
and keep that love until me end

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