I sit and wait
As the hour gets late
And think impatiently
God has forsaken me
Each night I have prayed
That his death would be delayed
For a couple more years, months the most
In the name of the father, son, and holy ghost
My grandpa is hanging on by a thread
All this stress is hurting my head
I will wait until my parents come here
To tell me all the bad news ill soon fear
My grandpa can't talk so my brothers talked to him and me too
I told him thanks for everything and that I love you
He can't respond and my mom went back on the phone
I told her goodbye and heard a dial tone
I spoke my very last words to him tonight
My whole world will change and nothing will be right
I feel sick to my stomach as I sit here with tears
Knowing each day I wont see him for years
