Your real to me

Let me love whoever I want to,
It has nothing to do with you.
You say these people are nobodies,
Thats what you think is true.

To me they are so special,
I love each one in unique ways.
They lift my spirits and help me feel,
Help me to get through my bad days.

They never judge or treat me wrong,
They even help me to smile.
Please don't take them away from me,
With them I only have a while.

Time frames so hard to control,
Night time here is the day time there.
I would stay up every night for them,
For they chase away my cares.

No body in my life really understands,
How I feel each and every day.
They all just tell me how wrong I am,
Tell me I must change my way.

My cyber friends are dear to me,
I wish one day I could meet.
Until then they will be here for me,
And in my heart is where I will keep.
I drift of each night into my dreams,
I meet each of them there,
Where I can do whatever I want
And live my life with no care.

I can hug and kiss them tight,
Or just spend some time with them.
Do everything that makes me smile,
Though a dream it can only be until then.

Maybe one day my luck will change,
And meet and spend some time.
If fate plays its happy card,
And they can be all mine