The man who destroyed me

I hate my self so much
with a passion i will forever hate
because of that one man
and how he choose my fate

he told me i was nothing
he beat my frail frame
he showed me i was worthless
and so i began to think the same

now i cut my body till i bleed
i slice away my broken skin
i engrave till there is scares
because of one man and his sin

nothing i do is ever good enough
no matter how i look or feel
his words still echo in my mind
then i remember it was all real

the long and lonely nights
the endless comments that will stay
the constant yells of put downs
that have made me act this way

i hate that man for what he did
i just want to make him feel pain
but he is family and no-one knows
so the secret i bare will remain