My love I have kept you by my side
My pride I have rusted you
My passion has become obsession
I have abused you
I once used you to feel
Once you were shinny
Once you were used as my passion
Now all I do
Is use you to feel pain
Now I have rusted you with dried on stains
Now I am obsessed more addicting than a drug
It is almost like I love you
The very thing that made me start to use you
I do not know why but I cant stop
I even turned down dropped cigarettes in one day
Put you I cannot loose
I am truly obsessed I want to stop
I love you and I hate to love
I have done what I wore not to do
I fell in love again
