The pain

My fears close in tight
My heart in a fight
I'm alone in the night
This feeling of fright

I can't find my way
I lost my whole day
Wastin' away
Just wanted to say/ Wanted you to stay

At this rate I'm full of hate
Down the drain with my fate
Of that one special date
Now I know I will have to wait

You give me a single kiss on the forehead
As you try to forgive
What we could have been
But I didn't know how, what, or when...

As I hold on tight
Not knowing that
I would have to face the fact
That only you I can't have

Why don't you rescue me?
Help me
I'm bleeding
This must be my destiny

Look at my wrist
The cuts/scars go deeper than you wish
You wouldn't want to miss
Me crying over this

Falling from what could have been
I'm blind in the dark again
Thought we'd just be together
Helping me isn't right I will never win

Our friendship goes down the drain
As it starts to rain
I walk outside
See if I could find the pain...

All I find is my salty tears rolling down my face
On my hopeless face
I tried to change the pace
Yet I couldn't find the strength

To find the pain...
I must go deeper
Deeper than you couldn't even imagine
You drained my pain so I have to try to feel...

The pain...