Somehow move on

Im at my desk, starring at nothing.
I feel compleatly numb inside.
Could last night really of happend?
Who could I tell?
Who would I end up hurting?
I feel so much like crying
why do I feel so numb and unreal?
Im drowning in the sky and being sucked in by the light.
My world is blurry and the sounds of yesterday seem to collide with today.
Life seemed wasted and unhonest.
What do I do?
Every song seems to make my heart beat fast and remide me of what i\'v recently found out.
This can\'t be real.
I have to learn to control my shakes.
Somehow move on.