Why i can,t just die
why i can,t just kill my pain
why i have to walk all that dark way alone
why i have to always cry in my cold bed alone
why am always crying while the others laughing
why the darkness and sadness surround my life
why my soul is bleeding why my heart is broken
i no longer wanna live i just want to kill the pain
i just wanna start my way to the end
i was always waiting for new beginning to fall
but tonight the dark clouds filled the sky
hopelessly tells me just hold your razor blade
and cut your wrist so deep and let the blood take your sorrows away
just laugh and smile and tell life your last goodbye
i won,t be here tomorrow to see the sun rises again
goodbye my life goodbye my pain you will never hurt me again cuz am no longer yours
i just released my self from your bonds