Depressed again...
not knowing why....
nothing has to happen...
yet he goes back into the dark...
depressed waiting....
waiting for his time to end...
then the darkness will be gone...
sitting in the corner of the dark...
nothing to care for...
nothing to look forward to...
all he can do is wait...
for one day it will come...
all the blood will leave...
there he will lay in the pool...
the dark red pool of his blood...
with a smile...
he will pass...
into the unknown...
the after life...
will it be as bad as this life...
this life he must now live...
gazing at his veins...
wanting to open them...
watch as they empty onto the floor...
everything turns red...
he right goodbye on the wall...
as the blood runs he smiles...
for he knows it has come...
the time he has been waiting for...
the end is here...
he falls in the pool...
with a smile on his face...
with her face in his mind...
he slips into the after life...
