Dying days

I feel like crying but im trying to get over your death since
now you have stopped taking breathes it's all your fault that you chose
to put that gun to your head, you pulled the trigger BOOM and now your dead
you left me here all alone. I know it's like your miles away but its not like i could
ever call you on the phone. I never got to say good-bye, when you told us you were going
on the forever long walk. I wish we could have just sat you down and had a talk... I know
you'll be looking out for me where ever you are. Just so you know, I love you and always will
always love you even long after your dying days.

story behind my poem
*my brother JR died because he had committed suiced..and i miss him soo much..he was not
only my brother but he was also my best friend...he was always there when i needed him
we never had out brotherly and sisterly fights..we were always close at the heart and to the eye.
I MISS U JR!*