Am I?

Am I?
The reason you walked away and never looked back?
When they say you don't love me, is that a fact?
Am I the reason you left my life?
Am I the reason you denied my mom your wife?
Am I the reason you're so miserable?
If I wasn't around would you have been spiritual.
Am I the reason you can't sleep well at night?
Am I the reason your life is not alright?
Am I the reason for the guilt trip you're riding?
Am I the reason why you're hiding?
Answer me, Am I?