I\\\'m so sick......

I'm so sick of feeling like nothings real
so sick of feeling like I'm not worth it
so sick of knowing you'll be gone

I'm sick of getting sad
sick of getting mad
I'm sick of me being the one to patch it up
sick of the fact you don't try

I'm sick of never knowing how you feel
sick of feeling doubt
sick of feeling pain

i thought you'd be different
i thought things had changed
but now i realize
all guys are the same

I'm sick of listening to sad songs
sick of being depressed
I'm sick of not knowing anything
anything at all

I never did anything wrong
I never thought I did
but when we finally talk
i am the one who apologizes for the sins

the picture is wrong it's been twisted and turned
I'm so sick of going in circles
I just want to stand still

So I'm sick of you saying I love you,
then never proving yourself
there is more to do then say three words
even i knew this was true