Start all over again

The smile faids form my face
the tears start to fall
the blood drips down
and im not the girl you have always seen

you ask me whats wrong.
i cant say
cuz deep down
im not sure if i truely know why im crying
or why im doing this to myself

the smile faids from my face
the tears start to fall
the blood drips down
and im not the one you loved

you ask me why you never seen me like this before
i tell you its cuz you chose not to look deep enough in my eyes

the smile faids from my face
the tears start to fall
the blood drips down
and im just this depressed girl that hides in the sadows

you dont understand
i told you you wouldnt
and now i have to start all over again