Everything or nothing?

I will never forget you, but
I'm done crying and your done waiting..
is this goodbye?
what are we creating?

you said you'd always be there for me..
but you're not.
you said that i could count on you,
so here's my last shot.

now I'm left here wondering,
if i even knew you at all.
how close is close enough?
watch me as i fall.

i think i love you..
but why am i so afraid?
is it because of my little experience?
maybe I'm ashamed.

promises mean nothing,
when there's nothing left to do but lie.
and smiling, is just pointless,
when there's nothing left to do but cry.

you came and you left,
and you broke my heart in two.
going over shattered memories,
is all that i can do.

cause you're my number one weakness,
when it comes to letting go..
cause these wounds, just won't heal..
and time is going by, so slow.

if i told you that i love you,
would you even care?
cause these emotions that I'm feeling;
they are different and very rare.

and sometimes, words aren't enough..
when the situation means everything.
cause sometimes, a tune isn't enough..
when the band, can't play or sing.

and now that the end is finally here,
i just want to go back in time.
so that i can change every mistake,
into something worse, like a crime.