Was I meant to be alone?

I have always been single,
I have always been alone,
whenever I do have chance at happiness,
I mess it up,
whenever love is near,
life smacks me and I wake from my dream,
every girl I liked rejected me,
every girl that liked me,
I never saw it,
I am alone,
I can't stand it,
even when I found truly the most perfect girl,
she never saw me,
it felt right,
it felt good,
it seemed destined,
but yet a guy like me,
all I can do is dedicate my life,
my life to the life of the hopeless romantic,
I am a loveless soul,
alone,
depressed,
love has forgotten me,
but I haven't forgotten love,
even when I truly found an angel,
she didn't see me,
why have I been forsaken?
why have I been forgotten?
why was I meant to be alone?
I don't want glory,
money,
fame,
you can have it all,
all I want is to have one touch of love,
one touch of someone who cared for me,
one touch of assurence that your there for me,
instead all I have is you in my dreams,
oh God,
Was I meant to be alone?