Time

False hopes and dreams,
Take over me,
Become me,
They are part of me.

My life is a fake,
Im such a lie,
I wish I could show my personality,
But all I can do is sigh

Sigh of what ive done
In the present and the past
Sigh of what ill do,
In the future, coming somewhat fast

Everythings racing,
Why cant time stop,
To give me a moment,
To stare at the clock

To take time in,
See how fast its all gone,
Soon ill be an adult
With that time resumes

Walking along the street
Familiar faces pass me by
Time freezes again,
I think of the reasons why

Why was I never with them?
Why did I never fit in?
Why did I lie?
And why did I sin?

Why couldnt they love me,
For who I am inside
Why am I never good enough,
In them I had confide

Time starts again,
Now in my room
Looking at the photos on my wall,
My friends, so It was assumed

The meaning of friends
Liars and users,
They never liked me for me,
They thought I was such a loser

They started to spread rumours,
About shit I never did,
Everyone believed them,
I had no say, I was just a kid

Soon things got worse,
And I couldnt handle this,
So I turned to the knife,
My life I wouldnt miss

Later I realized I was wrong,
When I found a decent friend,
One that loved me for me,
One that loved me till the end.