Is this what you wanted?
So alone always forgotten
Never caring, never sharing
You’ve made my life hell
From the moment I could spell
You tell me my friends don’t care
But you’re never there
Is this what you wanted?
For me to go away
Well I have now because
I heaven I will stay
No more cutting
No more fights
No more hurting every night
So once again is this what
You wanted to see while
Looking at me because this
Is who I am I’m not Paegyn
I don’t come and borrow
Money I’m not Jake I don’t
Get my own way I’m not
Kayla or Gemma I don’t
Cry to get out of trouble
I’m just me yeah I dress
In black and wear dark make
Up but that’s no reason to
Think I’m Paegyn, Jake
Kayla or Gemma so I’m
Just unhappy with the fact
You couldn’t realize all this
And that I had to die before
You would even know that I’m
Just me and after all isn’t
That how you wanted it to be
“Just meâ€â€¦