Now I'm left wondering
what is left for me?
where do i go from here?
there is no hope left
I'm a hopeless child
going off the rails
my time is running out
do i have months?
weeks?
days?
hours?
minutes?
seconds?
left...
I'm torturing myself..
I'm falling,falling,falling,falling apart
more and more each day it seems
i cant see myself like this anymore
i cant let people see me like this
i cant let anyone in
or
anyone out
my world is coming to an end
my world is shutting down
how long do i have left?
with loved ones and friends..
iv lost all the hope i ever had
all the trust
all the respect
its all been stolen from me..
theres no way of getting it back
how much more could i possibly lose?
I love you all..eternally
