I am on a cliff top
But it fades to grey
A world of neither
Night or day
I look in dismay
There is no way
Only stillness
Im so alone
My sanity flickers
As the voices in my head
They start to bicker
They tell me stories of a faceless girl
And life in her world
She didnt have a care
Until the real world
Sucked out any happiness that was once there
They ask me whether
I could ever
Live like her
And I reply that no
I could never
The girl turns to me
Her face now clear
My mouth drops in haunting fear
The once proud girl, I can now see
Shes no sob story
Shes me..
Im back on the cliff again
Two paths to take me to my end
Live long, suffer, prosper,
Or die now, an imposter
The easy or the hard way out
I decide, with one last shout
Please god, all sins repent
I lurch forward, my last decent
Falling..falling.. it gets faster
As my heart starts beating harder
My soul rejoicing, my body crying
No more suffering will come from dying
The wind around me is screaming
While those voices gloat triumphant scheming
In these last moments, its like my soul is soaring
But definitely, the voices tell me
im not.. im falling
