My Confession To Be Happy

Screaming and pleading
I'm dying, I'm bleeding
I've given up on my faith, on love
I've given up hope, on being your angel above
I'm tired of crying, my eyes out to you
Knowing it doesn't matter, no matter what I do
Loving you is useless, a stupid obsession
I can't go on, so in this letter, I write my confession
All my recent smiles, faded long ago
None of them are real, they are all apart of an elaborate show
I've tried to forget, all the pain inside
I took pills and drank, I attempted suicide
I'm lost forever to the darkness, the shadow of my world
But today I've decided, to back to that girl
The one with the hope, the love, the true smile
The one who won't give up as long as she has faith all the while
I'm tired of living life as a lie
So I'm going to be happy, and let the sad girl die