Before I go to sleep tonight, I pray to God I stay on this earth another day. Stay here to see how my friends will act. Just to see how many of my friends will realize that I am still here, and not dead. I just want them to see me as some one who is there for them, and see how I act when I am around them. Just so they can actually come and talk to me about anything again. Before I die I want my friends to think about how they disrespected me. How can my family hide me from the rest of the world? They don’t know how or why I did that to them but I don’t speak of it. I never want to say I’m Sorry again! I just want to stay away from my family and friends for as long as I possible can! Before I go to sleep tonight, I pray to God that I can stay on this earth one more day, just to see how my friends and my family would act.
