I have this guilt,
I don't know what it is,
I can't figure it out,
I feel lost and still,
It seems like time has stopped,
It's hard for me to think,
It's so frustrating,
I get this temper out of no where,
this I cannot explain,
Its not anger for sure,
If it were, things would go wrong,
I'm lost, the time seemed to stop,
I'm still and confused with no thoughts.