* not an actual poem but is how I am feeling about a past love relationship comments would are welcome*
How do you possess this power over me? Ive always been in control over everything about myself, but every time I even catch a glimpse of you I just want to drop to my knees and plead with you to come back. I was such a fool for letting you go. What do I have left? Tell me what? Ive nothing left in this world, but my loneliness and memories to keep me company. But that doesn't keep me warm at night not like your touch used to. *sigh* I miss you so much I don't even know what to do with myself anymore. I'm just hopeless when it comes to loving you.
You shouldn't be able to make me cry over you anymore. Its been too long. Too long for anything to be salvaged. I'm crushed because I'm the one that was stupid and naive. God I'm so childlike. I always thought I had your attention at all times, but I was too blind to see that you were drifting away from me even while we were together. I wish there was someway I could know that you still love me. Do you still love me? Or was it all a hoax. Was it just a dream? The summers that we spent together laughing on the beach. The winters where we sat cuddling right before the fire. Was it all a LIE? Tell me! I cant even stand the sound of your voice anymore. Every time I hear you I just want to turn away and cry. I wish this pain would just subside. I wish that I could just crawl away from it all and hide. Ill bury my heart like its a treasure that way no one can ever hurt me like you did. No one can make such a profound impact upon my life unless I say its OK. Its time for me to wipe away these tears and sew my torn and tattered heart back together and try to go on with life, no matter how difficult it will be seeing as you aren't by my side any longer.
